面对面坐着 眼神不屑一顾
挤出的笑容 看起来好突兀
我走错一步 坠入万丈深谷

还是会想起 你的荒唐糊涂
针刚刺在心上 血流已如注
背叛了幸福 拿爱当赌注

曾把感情放逐 何时能结束
遇到你我想停止游牧 让爱归真返璞
漂泊会落幕 承诺说得那么铭心刻骨

你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕 原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱 死在半途

听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟 我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合 再被爱包覆

还是会想起 你的荒唐糊涂
针刚刺在心上 血流已如注
背叛了幸福 拿爱当赌注

曾把感情放逐 何时能结束
遇到你我想停止游牧 让爱归真返璞
漂泊会落幕 承诺说得那么铭心刻骨

你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕 原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱 死在半途

听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟 我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合 再被爱包覆

你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕 原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱 死在半途

听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟 我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合 再被爱包覆

didnt get to blog cause of something, my life is getting more and more emotional and no life day by day, next year i wish i'm alone and be single mummy and move out to stay with my little chilli padi,  so sorry that i'd choosen that decision and path to suffer alone all by myself, i'll be cold hearted and i guess nobody were be there for me bah, alone is better for me . . . 

meet christina and kayden at yishun for luch at mac then after she went off, went to meet chilli padi's gan daddy, her gan daddy very bad sia, teach her bad words! opps! muahahas! say words that make me keep on laughing like mad lor

bring my little chilli padi out on thursday for a little advance 18 months celebration, meet vivian and lele go bugis for a walk then feed her porridge while waiting for korkor and friend to come then train down to somerset austyn's working place for dinner and had a small chat and slack with them, enjoy outing being with them

yesterday go child care fetch my chilli padi and went to amk central buy koi for my beloved lovelove and go lot 1 to meet my beloved lovelove and her boyfriend kelven, a big thanks to kelven that nanny papa for helping me to carry her whole day and buy one minnie mouse soft toy for her, 2 more months + and beloved lovelove gonna give birth to anan